Emily. 22. British. Borderline. Queensland, Australia.

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"I felt a tremendous distance between me and everything real."

- Hunter S. Thompson, The Rum Diary (via exoticwild)

(Source: cjhwang, via acid-washed-thoughts)

Supporting my main man uncle Charlie every day.


I hate not knowing who I’m going to wake up as in the morning

everything i feel i feel so hard. i also have a habit of not being able to make sense of what i feel, which usually means i fuck up. one minute the windows will be so clear and crisp, the next, fog and mist cloud the view, i’m struggling to breathe, this is suffocating me. i thought i had found a person who loved me for everything i was, every inch of my skin, every word and every noise, but of course it was all but a fairytale. i always had this echo that reminded me dreams never last. i write this as i wear his jumper that makes my heart ache with the faint smell of him. i guess this isn’t the first time my heart has been knocked out of my chest so hard i lose all of the power out of my lungs. i destroy everything i touch. all i can do is hurt hurt hurt. no matter where i am in the world no matter whether i’m staring at the beautiful countryside or the waves kissing the shore, whenever something hurts i can’t help but imagine what the easiest way would be to end all of this pain. i am not supposed to be here. i’m a lesson. my time will come. 

"Everything is temporary."

- 3 words that completely changed my life once I fully accepted them (via fujck)

(Source: lunacrystals, via acid-washed-thoughts)

"What did Time smell like? Like dust and clocks and people. And if you wondered what Time sounded like, it sounded like water running in a dark cave and voices crying and dirt dropping down upon hollow box lids, and rain. And, going further, what did Time look like? Time looked like snow dropping silently into a black room or it looked like a silent film in an ancient theater, one hundred billion faces falling like those New Year balloons, down and down into nothing."

- Ray Bradbury, The Martian Chronicles (via feellng)

(via acid-washed-thoughts)

i feel so hard i feel my heart breaking like my stomach is being ripped out 

"I fell in love the way you fall asleep; slowly, and then all at once."

"You will get a second chance. Because nothing in this universe happens just once. Infinity goes in both directions. There’s no unique event, no singular moment."

- Temperance Brennan (via audyliaclarizsa)

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