- Hunter S. Thompson, The Rum Diary (via exoticwild)
everything i feel i feel so hard. i also have a habit of not being able to make sense of what i feel, which usually means i fuck up. one minute the windows will be so clear and crisp, the next, fog and mist cloud the view, i’m struggling to breathe, this is suffocating me. i thought i had found a person who loved me for everything i was, every inch of my skin, every word and every noise, but of course it was all but a fairytale. i always had this echo that reminded me dreams never last. i write this as i wear his jumper that makes my heart ache with the faint smell of him. i guess this isn’t the first time my heart has been knocked out of my chest so hard i lose all of the power out of my lungs. i destroy everything i touch. all i can do is hurt hurt hurt. no matter where i am in the world no matter whether i’m staring at the beautiful countryside or the waves kissing the shore, whenever something hurts i can’t help but imagine what the easiest way would be to end all of this pain. i am not supposed to be here. i’m a lesson. my time will come.
- 3 words that completely changed my life once I fully accepted them (via fujck)
- Ray Bradbury, The Martian Chronicles (via feellng)
i feel so hard i feel my heart breaking like my stomach is being ripped out